Window of Your Mind

When you’re ill you spend all your time inside, in bed either sleeping or doing completely pointless things. When you’ve been isolated like that for a while, it’s hard to get your life back together again. I have, in addition to being ill, been slacking a bit schoolwise lately. I got my wakeup call and am now sitting at school with a rather clear view of the future. The future being the next month. The far future is way too distant and frightening to be seen clearly. Far too many “coincidences”. Yup, the future is a scary thing, but up until Christmas, I have my life quite figured out. Buy Christmas presents, trip to Croatia, tons of schoolwork and then Christmas. Time will tell what the new year will bring.

I’m really not sure what this post was about. just felt like writing. Not planning on revising and editing either.

-M.

Beat it (I’m Happy)

A couple of weeks back, I bought a Michael Jackson tee. I wore to my dance class today, and I’ve never had that much fun or felt that confident. I literally had a smile on my face the whole way home whilst listening to really happy pop-songs. That tee has got to be lucky because meeting a friend you haven’t seen in a while on the tram followed by the amazing hour of dancing and the delicious Parmesan-soup dad made for the two of us? Lucky tee! Thank you MJ! <3  I love it when I can go to sleep with a smile on my face

I’m gonna dream happy dreams tonight and I hope you do too

-M.

Misguided Ghosts

Tonight is one of those nights where you stay up even though you need the sleep. In my life, these nights are quite frequent. What do I do? I write. I write or force myself to sleep. Considering the fact that I should be out of bed at 6:30 AM, the second option is probably the smartest, but I just really don’t feel like sleeping.

“Cause lately I’m not dreaming, so what’s the point in sleeping? It’s just that at night, I’ve got nowhere to hide”.

At night, you’re all alone. There’s too much time to think and knowing myself (If I even do) I think way too much. I start thinking about my friends, my family, myself, my future. I guess I should close my eyes. Maybe I’ll actually be able to get up tomorrow. What’s waiting for me? School, singing lesson, and an unexpected dinner from my very talented father (who will spend the day talking about food). And add some coffee to that.

I’ll post more poems soon, and if you read this (thank you by the way <3) Please leave a comment. I would love to know what people think about my poems, whether I know you or not.

-M.

16.10.09

This week has been pretty amazing. Maybe the greatest in a while when I think about it. Exactly a week ago, our cat, Louie, was found. The next day, my dad and I took the car up to the mountains to pick him up. Was a great father-daughter-trip And Louie had been gone for 2 months (!) so I’ve been really happy to have him back

On Monday I went to the greatest show of my life! Green Day were amazing! It’s at times like that when I know for sure what I want to do with my life. All the doubts just vanish.

Today I got home from school and the house was empty so I’ve been playing guitar and piano, eating candy and just been relaxing ever since I came home. This is when one says “Doo da doo life is good!”

The trees are really stripped down now, and the streets are overflowing with yellow and orange leaves. It’s been sunny lately as well. A lot of people find autumn depressing. I must admit I find it pretty great. And if not great, then no one can’t say it isn’t beautiful! I love the smell! Okay, sorry, can’t help myself…

Anyway, now I’m listening to Band of Horses and writing about my week. Might do some painting later. I have  a blank canvas waiting for me and a lot of stuff to pour over it. Make of that what you will

Going to post some more poems soon.

For now, -M.

21.09.09

Fall is here. School is sucking up all my energy and my head is all over the place. I keep thinking I want to be somewhere else. I keep wishing I could be on a tour bus traveling through Europe playing shows every night. I keep dreaming about that life.

How long will that road be? Will I ever get there? I really wish I knew, but then what fun would it be? I guess the whole point is the walk, because nothing’s fun if you know how it’ll turn out.

So I sit through the long hours of science, geography and math hoping the ending will be great. I’ll just have to make the best of it.

I’ll get by with a little help from my friends.

-M.

Hello world!

Welcome to my blog, Poetic None Sense. I’m a young poet who thinks way too much. On this blog I will write about life and emotions and all sorts of none sense.

-M.